Drowning

Are you lonely Grab your money Change your mindset Drown in poisons No matter what you do, It's me and you, 'Till one of us gives up, win or lose Remember too many problems Leads to stress and a solution to solve them But I've given up on growing up "You're running from your problems and out of money!" Let's get loaded tonight Test your body Bet somebody do stupid tonight And when everybody looks frustrated Then it's time to break I'll sing this song for my own sake Oh I can't wait to drown it all So sorry, I'm so sorry Bout the time that I forgot everybody I'm feeling nauseous, am I still sick? It doesn't matter, it'll pass with the bullshit Once I throw it all up, I should sober right up Send my way my favorite old remedy Should I learn my lesson And walk out that door? 'Till then let's go back to the beginning Sometimes I just choke right up "Tell me what you mean" First thing I was taught "Is how we're fucked for living!" So we're pushing on & on & on Pushing onward on, what else to say Selling my body, selling my soul And when I think I'll break I'll sing this song for my own sake Oh I can't wait to drown it all Is this from my own choices or just was it truly given Is this from my mistakes or was it a result of the system If I reached out to someone, would you help, or would you leave me Is this what I'm afraid of Am I already broken, is it too late to save me Blame I Another human too strung out to die When your scraping at the bottom do you learn what you truly are From the pit of my stomach They'll sum up the story of my life Another Friday night Wasted out of my mind. Wasted out of my mind