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Relapse Arc
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Relapse Arc was released on September 12, 2022 by CXRPSE as a part of the album Relapse Arc - Single
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Release DateSeptember 12, 2022
LabelCXRPSE
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM100

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
CXRPSE
CXRPSE
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
CXRPSE
CXRPSE
Composer

Lyrics

I don't like when people dictate over my happiness
'Bout six months now, with my friends fuck dapping it
Yeah, I'm still rapping, fuck, but I'm living so dapper
And I'm sober, it's whatever, **** ain't never graspin' it
**** never could listen when you try to be better
No more givin' into vices, selling happy for pleasure
Wish I never grew up idolizing the cheddar
Love so many people but I'll never be better for 'em
I'm self-centered, thinking that it's all about me
That's a problem I could never wish away when I breathe
Leave my presence in the venue every time that we leave
Think I love it but I'm crying every night in my sheets
Then I bleed, self-harm scars, blood in the tee
Suicidal thoughts linger in the presence I bring
The only present that I think is me dead in the breeze
Summer sunlight beating down my head with the trees
I call my mother, I'm asking if she proud
I lied to her the other day, saying I was down
So she could say she love me or maybe I could frown
Or feel something other than right now
The liquor too strong, yeah, I relapsed
I don't give a fuck about me, tell 'em, “Run it back”
'Cause every single day I'm smiling, holding back an attack
Of panic 'cause my nerves is getting frantic in the chat
I would get it if you left
I don't fuck about me or a check
The money fucked me over, made me think I was the best
My ego got big, now I'm sitting here, depressed
Wanna kill myself, but I don't wanna hurt you next
I hate every word that comes with my breath
All I ever brought to this world was stress
Insecure, maybe that's my test
I'll never be better, so I ain't checkin' my texts
I got a bottle in one hand, my life in the other
If it was up to me, I'd throw it all away in the gutter
I know you care, but my heart sliced through like some butter
Feel like nobody understand what it's like to be underground
Not with my music but with my heart
When it all goes down, who's there with me in the dark?
Like I'm not sitting, suffering, dying with all the art
Like this arc don't suck, this shit is just getting hard
And harder
Written by: CXRPSE
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