You always did what you wanted to do
Never gave a fuck for standards
You were the life of every room and
You are the reason I'm a man
I can't believe it's been ten fucking years
Since your cries for help fell on our deaf fucking ears
Smoking and drinking to numb all the pain
Praying that someone or something would take it away
I beat myself up asking myself why
You would make this decision
I can't imagine why you'd want to die
You were loved so very much
I can't believe it's been ten fucking years
Since your cries for help fell on our deaf fucking ears
Smoking and drinking to numb all the pain
Praying that someone or something would take it away
I realize it's true
Every spoken word
And I see why they all take the blame
One of a kind
What a shame
A decade ago
I still remember you
Always did what you wanted to do
We said fuck the standards
Just like you
Are now the light inside this room
Light inside this room
Light inside this room
Light inside this room
Late at night I close my eyes
And I see the gun in your hand
And oI beg and I scream
But yu don't hear me
And pull the trigger again
