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Antisocial (feat. Ely Waves)
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Antisocial (feat. Ely Waves) was released on September 20, 2022 by HaloRecords as a part of the album Antisocial (feat. Ely Waves) - Single
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Release DateSeptember 20, 2022
LabelHaloRecords
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM86

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Adam Nicosia
Adam Nicosia
Songwriter

Lyrics

Got me looking back and I'm steady reminiscing
Times I was younger and it got me wishing
I could go back never knew what I was gon' be
These days I been feelin so lonely
Every since highschool I been battling depression
Looking in the mirror
Myself I question
Only grey skies, no more sunny days
And I just keep pushing all my friends away
Yea I cant control it
Im antisocial, and I feel invisible nobody really notice
I never been this sad
I'm really wishing I could have the life I had
Before growing up
And feeling like an outcast
If I had a time machine I would go right back
I'm sick of feeling so alone I cant do this on my own
Sadness is the only thing I've ever known
By myself and I'm all alone
Feel like this when I'm at home with my family
No I dont think you understand me (Yea yea)
Sadness will never end
No love and no real friends
Because we cant be
No I dont think you understand me
I dont think they understand me
Working for myself so one day I could really feed my family
But depressions always lurking in the back its not dandy
Panick attacks when I think all my past is so anti who I wanna be
Looking in the mirror like I'm not who I seem to be
The demons always round they always trying to drag me down
When everybody else wanna tell me that im crown
Take a step inside my mind for a second
And youll wonder How im still around
After everything I been through
My body scar tissue
Yall dont know the pain that I'm in
When I wake everyday thats the real fucking issue
24 years old in a body like I'm 70
My past and myself is my true fucking enemy
Identity is everything and I dont know mine
Thats why I'm just countin time hopin to find true peace when I die
By myself and I'm all alone
Feel like this when I'm at home with my family
No I dont think you understand me (Yea yea)
Sadness will never end
No love and no real friends
Because we cant be
No I dont think you understand me(yeah, yeah)
You know my whole life I always wanted to be great
It's just this,it never works
There will be sometimes in my life that I'm
So many people you respect, and get inspired from
So I know that everything I've been,it all has a purpose
It all has a purpose
Written by: Adam Nicosia
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