Anxiety Song

Oh yay, another day, another way Another shining opportunity to fuck it up again Deep breath, do your best Don't let it in Don't let that sinking feeling drag you to the bottom Don't let it win And everything I ever said Is rolling around inside my head It's right before I go to bed Making me wish that I was dead My anxiety is trying to kill me I'm feeling weird but it's perfectly normal I fall apart and I'm talking in circles And my therapist said It's all in my head But she can't hear the voices I take what works and I tape it together I lie to friends and say that I'm better I like to pretend that this is the end Because I can't do this shit all over again I play god with my plants And when they die I'll go and buy another plant One more regret Am I an adult yet? Or is this it? Is this as good as I get? Oh no, I'm all alone with my ghosts My narrative is backseat driving Scrambling the reception And my perceptions perverse But then reality's worse Because who can stand to be With someone as neurotic as me? I overcompensate Overcorrecting the things I hate About myself and past mistakes So desperate to show you I have changed My anxiety is trying to kill me I'm feeling weird but it's perfectly normal I fall apart and I'm talking in circles And my therapist said It's all in my head But she can't hear the voices I take what works and I tape it together I lie to friends and say that I'm better I like to pretend that this is the end Because I can't do this shit all over again Come on, clap Oh yay, another day, another way Another shining opportunity to ...ah fuck I'm feeling weird but it's perfectly normal I fall apart and I'm talking in circles And my therapist said It's all in my head But she can't hear the voices I'm feeling weird but it's perfectly normal I fall apart and I'm talking in circles And my therapist said It's all in my head But she can't hear the voices I take what works and I tape it together I lie to friends and say that I'm better I like to pretend that this is the end Because I can't do this shit all over again No, I can't do this shit all over again No, I can't do this shit!