Doesn't Matter

How'd my head look,

As I walk through the hallway of lockers and teenage jokes

And I'm broken, second guessing the clothes that I left my home with

Boys don't cry and girls stay young

Adults don't lie, they can't be wrong

Now I, I can't seem to find my place

But I'm closer than yesterday

Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange

That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

That I loved him,

The way that I learned from the movies of beautiful stars

But I didn't, I just thought that I did in the back of his car

Boys don't cry and girls stay young

Adults don't lie, they can't be wrong

Now I, I can't seem to find my place

But I'm closer than yesterday

Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange

That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

We're all just skin and bones, trying to make it better

We're all just holding on, dying to fit together

Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

Now I, I can't seem to find my place

But I'm closer than yesterday

Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange

That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

It matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

It matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter

Until it doesn't matter anymore