This shit that we got, this life is a blessing, so why am I stressing

I need to get back on my medicine

Tired of flexin', I'm running around no direction

But I know that bitch she heaven-sent

And I love when we be having sex

Switched from the purple jumped to the X

The only thing good that's going for me on top of this mess

And I'm so conflicted you're all that my heart could ever possess

You're the only thing good that's going for me on top of this mess

I don't shoot like Steph, but I try my best

You're the only thing good that's going for me on top of this mess

And I'm running a race with myself I don't think I could ever get rest

You're the only thing good that's going for me on top of this mess

Don't know how to cope, all these drugs overload

When I sit back and smoke, yeah it hit me the most

Hope you feel my pain, but I don't want you hurt

But this ain't real pain, just my mind at work

Mad at me for the bullshit I cause, mad at me like I'm breaking the law

Run it up like I'm winning the lotto, but I know I gotta solve all my problems

My bitch so bad yeah she look like a model

Body so perfect that shit like a bottle

Know if she suckin' that shit she gon' swallow, if I gon' love a bitch it is full throttle

I need you're love tonight

And I need this all for life

I don't shoot like Steph, but I try my best

You're the only thing good that's going for me on top of this mess

And I'm running a race with myself i don't think I could ever get rest

You're the only thing good that's going for me on top of this mess

I need you're love tonight

And I need this all for life

For life

I need it, smoking packs no don't kill the feeling

I done made a long way from the healing, but I know I can still reach the ceiling

Woulda thought that I'm still fucking new hoes, found the one and I ran with it who knows

And I'm so happy cause we real close, but I'm so stressed out really feel gross