Eternal Closure

I am always, I am infinite I waited so long for this I tried so hard, I saw it all I drank the blood, I'm immortal No more a man but still the same skin Still the same person within I always heal, but the pain remains I still feel guilty all the same I am without future, I am without closure Trapped in this void for eternity I've tried to reach the endless light Instead. all I found was the darkest lie How long 'til I see the ones I love Maybe my hope will die someday Trying so hard not to feel love It's not really living my way Everything is possible Because I have, played this game I stop aching,then repeat the cycle I stop aching,then repeat the cycle My only option is suicide Through all this mess, I never tried I don't know why, I don't understand I don't want my life to end The joys of life, they still exist My memories, they still exist Is the price justified Is the pain, justified I am without future, I am without closure Trapped in this void for eternity I've tried to reach the endless light Instead all I found was the darkest lie How long 'til I see the ones I love Maybe my hope will die someday Trying so hard not to feel love It's not really living my way My way I am without future, I am without closure It's not really living my way My legacy, my greatest gift Through what I leave, I'll still exist This life, over In the end I find closure My legacy, my greatest gift Trough what I leave, I'll still exist My time, to die Time to let go Just let go