Pearl Milk Tea

I want certainty but I don't know how to get it I need courage but I don't know when I'll let it Take over my mind Take over my life Take over my fears Take me to new heights I need something sweet to help me just forget it So I'll walk at my pace to the bubble tea store 'Cause my life's lacking motive I wanna be more I'll just ask for a pearl milk tea No ice, no insecurities But maybe a dash of believing I have a purpose, please Fill up my cup so I can figure out my life, ugh I'm way too tired I need a little pearl milk tea I've got problems but I stuff them all inside my attic (Seriously, don't open that door) Misery is me, though I might just be dramatic (Eh, I probably am) Like how do I get up? Where do I begin? Tell me what'll happen if I try my best but take it on the chin? I need something sweet to clear up all this static (My life is so anticlimactic) While I guess I should learn how to work on myself I'm too lazy and crazy for sugar as well (Um, I'm gonna get the usual) I'll just ask for a pearl milk tea No ice, no insecurities But maybe a dash of believing I have a purpose, please Fill up my cup so I can figure out my life, ugh I'm way too tired I need a little pearl milk tea I'm struggling to work on myself I need help Kind of lazy so maybe Someone could just make me A cup that's so tasty A drink that would wake me From slumbers that break me These fears could forsake me I know it's unlikely And slightly unnerving But fight me, I'm hurting Forgive me, I'm skirting the question: What is it precisely that strangles me Tightly and nightly? I need to rewrite me Oh won't you give me my pearl milk tea No ice, no insecurities But maybe a dash of believing I have a purpose, please Fill up my cup so I can figure out my life, ugh I'm way too tired I need a little pearl milk tea Pearl milk tea No ice, no insecurities But maybe a dash of believing I have a purpose, please Fill up my cup so I can figure out my life, ugh I'm way too tired I need a little pearl milk tea (Like, right now please)