In your brilliance

You became the only voice you trustIf it's true then I'm dead right where I stand

Was the plan always this vicious

You thought that your faith would carry you home

But it left me there in the waiting room aloneAs I planned what to say to the ones I'd be leaving

All praise and honor seem so far away

I never saw this coming, you can lose what you found

And here comes the breakdownCareful, careful, watch your mouth

You're talking like your such the innocent

These words will be the death of you

This I swear this I know

The blame will find your hands

The blame has found these handsIt's hard to live this, to know if I mean it

To let you know you have me

That I never can forget it

And these last words I say hereAre the last words that I will share

So God, I'm asking You, do You even care?My hands are shaking and they won't stop

As the world becomes a hospital room

I am not the one to ever disappear but it's over now

Say it for the last time, one last time

I want to let go of this world for youCareful, careful watch your mouth

You're talking like your such the innocent

These words will be the death of you

This I swear this I know

The blame will find your hands

The blame has found these handsHands held toward the sky in the cool air of October

The whispers were always there

But they never caught up to your words

So will December find me all alone?The wishful face of the believer

Hope but there is doubt that bleeds through

Still I am arrested by your presence

Nothing will compare to you