Eighteen

I know it's crazy But I miss you now All the things that mattered I don't care about Like when you said I'd never make it out Well I'm in the big city But I'm thinking 'bout you Your tattoos were cool Tank top, b-ball shorts And coke white shoes You know the things I'd do To go back to that summer Stealing liquor Singing train track blues Train track blues It was like Outer space Off my face Lost our way But finding it Wanna play The videotape Freeze it in place And reminisce If time sharpens memory I'll cut myself to bleed I'll cut myself to bleed Wanna replay The videotape Freeze it in place At eighteen Do you remember when I tore out my screen window And jumped the fence Mistakes I'd make again In the backseat, you, me And Radiohead We had nothing to lose Somehow out of everybody I met you Standing by the cliff edge that June Saying, "If you jump, then I will too" And I jumped with you Outer space Off my face Lost our way But finding it Wanna play The videotape Freeze it in place And reminisce If time sharpens memory I'll cut myself to bleed I'll cut myself to bleed Wanna replay The videotape Freeze it in place At eighteen Nah-ooo Eighteen Nah-ooo Eighteen Nah-ooo Eighteen Nah-ooo You weren't afraid of anything Except love, just f***ing What'd it mean? Could've had all of me But you wasted it Like sleep without dreaming Would you believe if I said sometimes I missed it? It was like Outer space Off my face Lost our way But finding it Wanna play The videotape Freeze it in place And reminisce If time sharpens memory I'll cut myself to bleed I'll cut myself to bleed Wanna replay The videotape Freeze it in place At eighteen Nah-ooo Eighteen Nah-ooo Eighteen Nah-ooo Eighteen Nah-ooo