Bad Memory

I get nervous every time I leave my house think I forgot Something I can't even remember the last hour And a half Everything is happening to me I have no say in this My inattentiveness Is getting the best of me I don't know how this happened to me Feel like my life's falling away Bad memory, failing me Falling away from me, bad memory It's failing me again Now I'm dissociating from Every bad interaction I know it's not a way to cope I'm losing hold of myself I don't think I can stay I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel Okay Used to be so good at this Used to maybe stand a chance Used to play it cool, so well Now I'm a mess I can't get out of this Feel like my life's falling away Bad memory, failing me Falling away from me, bad memory It's failing me again