missed takes

We're no longer friends So none of us wins Both of us are losing All we got is our excuses All the messages I send Your receipts on read So I know you read it Bet your happy I regret it All the talks we should've had Lost my grasp Sorry that I shut you out due to all the issues I was having Did you know I almost lost my dad I flew back Flew back home, slept in hospitals what I'm tryna say Is emotions that I failed to show Who'd have thought that they themselves would be the antidote No, instead I choose to focus and leave you alone Thought I did what I was supposed to but I guess I was wrong Got no time for a lie or a bluff Used to hide from your love Now I'm high to disguise That you're not here When I slide In the cut Analyze if you're up I could try my luck, but you're not here Oh, I wish you the best Oh, I wish you the best I do Wish you the best I do Go head girl, go flex I wish you the best You do best when you're besting them I heard you moved west and changed address to start out fresh Now that slate is clean I can't imagine what you'll do But I know that you'll rock that scene And I just wish that you were here to see how shit is panning Finally, made connects and now the music shit is landing Like I told you when we'd stay up On a bed not made for sleep Where we could lay out our feelings without even having to speak Of a no no no Who'd have thought that we'd ever hit the end of the road Took a little of denial just to let it go Till it ran me round in circles like a merry go I'm so tired of trying, I give up Used to hide from your love When I'm high in my mind, I still see you It's a sign from above A reminder that once I had you at first know you're not here Oh, I wish you the best Oh, I wish you the best I do Wish you the best I do