Grateful

Played around with my chances I had to roll dice

Who knew I'd see my name shining up in all lights

I learned that making it once just means you failed twice

I got my mac and my mic just for those stale nights

They thought it's easy as pie, now they want a slice

Most surprised about my age, I'll tell 'em twice

You say he only 16 oh wow that shit nice

I got a dollar and dream no Friday night lights

They never follow through with beef so now it's getting stale

Some of my guys like vaccines how they in the cells

Some of my lines come off mean but I mean well

I really put my energy up into detail

The bigger pictures really made up of the little pictures

The big decisions come from being smart with small decisions

Im watching big thousands till they turn to lil millions

For now I'm doing this for me cuz I ain't got children

I got in touch with my roots

My branches bearing the fruit

The ones that grow with lots of patience got the sweetest of juice

They try to tell me to move

But what you want me to do?

My mental state is getting therapy when I'm in the booth

Retracing my steps until I find the source of the pain

Only time my phone be dry is when I'm walking through rain

I feel these thoughts and they linger

Hold my trigger finger close while I'm talking to strangers

GTA chuck danger

Imma still keep it 100 through the hardships

And gotta keep my head on swivels 'cuz they wanna start shit

Lost or win it all

Ball or imma fall again

And I know they saying theft is the only sin

But rappers stealing flows

They could never take the hint right when it's under their nose

They could never keep a fan base for more than two shows

Think the ground is solid but it's moving under their toes

I get it and go

I'm really just

I'm really just grateful

Look

There's no more happy ever afters or the fairytale beginnings

I talk to God at church hope he forgiving all the sinning

I gotta ask

How come the blessings come at times when I least expected

They better play their cards right before I play a seven

You know we getting even wiser by the millisecond

They on DND I guess they didn't get the message

But now I'm in the conversation who they think the next is

The prince gon turn into the king but we not playing Tekken

The musicality is bound to put them in a trance

I should be focused on a ring but now my diamonds dance

I should be focused on my songs instead of getting bands

But what's a man without rolls and a sprinter van?

Played around with my chances I had to roll dice

Who knew I'd see my name shining up in all lights

I learned that making it once just means you failed twice (grateful)

I got my mac and my mic just for those stale nights (yeah)

They thought it's easy as pie, now they want a slice

Like I said two years ago it's really only the beginning

We haven't even started

Visionary

True visionary