Something To Do

And now life is back to normal

I don't feel like crying when I drive

Even on the streets we used to ride down

In July

And I guess I sound so healthy

Dealing with the blinding heartbreak shit

Even though I'm finally done with it

I kinda wish

That I still had one piece of sadness

Like seeing you and her laughing

Guess you're really over it when

You'd go through it all again

Cuz now I realize missing you

Missing you

Was me calling up my mom

Bonding over all your wrongs

Now I realize missing you

Missing you

Was staying at Ryan's way too long

Writing albums worth of songs

Now I realize missing you

Gave me something to do

And I moved back to the valley

I'm not getting triggered anymore

So I'm not getting ice cream from the store like before

I don't say much when someone calls

They ask what's up, nothing at all

When I was broken I was living

Now I'm boring just like golf

And now I realize missing you

Missing you

Was me calling up my mom

Bonding over all your wrongs

Now I realize missing you

Missing you

Was staying at Ryan's way too long

Writing albums worth of songs

Now I realize missing you

Gave me something to

Do with myself

When I was going through hell

You gave me stories to tell

You'd say that I told them well

In all those songs that I made

To all my friends when we'd hang

Oh but I still wouldn't change

Anything

Cuz now I realize missing you

Missing you

Was me calling up my mom

Bonding over all your wrongs

Now I realize missing you

Missing you

Was staying at Ryan's way too long

Writing albums worth of songs

Now I realize missing you

Gave me something to do