tryna find some help

I been I been tryna find some help yeah I been I been tryna find myself yeah Why do I push you away why do I always pretend Why do I have no excuse for when it comes to an end She only smoking menthols and she flew out here from London Cus she said she'd sell her soul Cus she thinks that it's worth nothing And she rocking all her Latta cus she says she loves the stunting And I can't even just hear her voice I guess we'll leave this club then And I'm driving late I'm bumping fall out boy all on my stereo Been drinking now for hours and I really need to get you home The lane's are closing in and Now you're screaming is the only sound I'm losing all control I'm sorry sugar cus we're going down I been I been tryna find some help yeah I been I been tryna find myself yeah Why do I push you away why do I always pretend Why do I have no excuse for when it comes to an end All I really know is we'll go through this again We keep going back and forth till we're not even friends Was this really love or was this all just pretend? In the game it won't end, I feel this all in my head I've been honest but I'm really choking All I want is just not to be hopeless On and on it's just drowning me like oceans Costing me my focus, all this shit so potent I been I been tryna find some help yeah I been I been tryna find myself yeah Why do I push you away why do I always pretend Why do I have no excuse for when it comes to an end When this comes to an end Why do I always pretend? And I'm driving late I'm bumping fall out boy all on my stereo Been drinking now for hours and I really need to get you home The lane's are closing in And now you're screaming is the only sound I'm losing all control I'm sorry sugar cus we're going down I been I been tryna find some help yeah I been I been tryna find myself yeah Why do I push you away why do I always pretend Why do I have no excuse for when it comes to an end