33 (Sinking In)

All my thoughts left on read Got this mess in my head All the things I said Take away my mistakes There's days I wish I were I almost said dead Wide awake but I float away, vision blurry It happens when I drive I'm lost inside Now I'm swerving Songs from younger days Take the wheel Jesus, hurry My loved ones worry When I don't call Thirty-three is exactly what I thought it'd be A completely existential misery A race I run while everybody's sleeping It's really sinking in It's really sinking in It's really sinking in It's really sinking in It's really sinking in It's like the worlds in a daze And everyone's stuck in a haze Because opening your eyes hurts inside But I don't worry Some days I feel so I almost said afraid Thirty-three is exactly what I thought it would be A completely existential misery A race I run while everybody's sleeping It's really sinking in It's really sinking in It's really sinking in It's really sinking in It's really sinking in It's really sinking I hide the pain I feel inside with weed and nineties tv Sad to say, this is me Everything reminds of a time when life was easy Songs can turn back time Every time, every season