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Despair
Hip-Hop/Rap
Despair was released on September 26, 2022 by 4401874 Records DK2 as a part of the album Despair - Single
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Release DateSeptember 26, 2022
Label4401874 Records DK2
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM73

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Richard Paul Ramirez
Richard Paul Ramirez
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Native Beats
Native Beats
Producer

Lyrics

I swear these thoughts kill me everyday
In every way
And every night I'm really not okay
Depression at its finest while I'm rhyming
Deja vu the way the pain just keeps rewinding
Thoughts of a young kid growing up alone
Daddy was the backbone so he never had a home
Cause he got killed from the ones that we trust
Welcome to my hell tell me have you had enough
Momma in the streets looking like a feen
Serving out the candy every night is halloween
Running from the cops you think she give a fuck
I'm praying for my momma while she praying for a buck
Born into this family
Forced into this gang life
My brother passed away and left his daughter in this cold life
Now she only sees him from the pictures in her phone
She's young but she wonders when is daddy coming home
I wonder the same cause he'll always be my hero
Corruption in these streets just so he could get denero
I wish he stayed home with his head in the books
And now he's gone and will always be remembered as a crook dam
See all I ever wanted was a little love
But all I ever got was a little buzz
And I don't mean a buzz in a sense of weight
I mean a buzz from this alcohol I force myself to drink
I swear these thoughts kill me everyday
In every way
And every night I'm really not okay
Flashbacks of the people that we lost
To get them back I'd pay it all no matter what the cost
Tell me why you left me here was god just being selfish
Now I cry alone at night and wish that I could vanish
Back to the old days
Back to your smile
Back to that laugh
I swear it's been a while
Times moving slow and things ain't getting better
I got a box full of your stuff and every letter
That you wrote me way back, way back in the past
My hearts in despair and I don't know if I could last
Written by: Richard Paul Ramirez
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