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I have no words left There are no words left Used up air sat in my flat for the last week No buzz Not even the phone cares to tell something new Is this what it's gonna be like? Will I wear myself out like the shirt That I've owned since I was sixteen There are holes near the seams Where I bit my sleeve in fear that there was nothing left for me here I had my mind set but now The nights that I'll always remember Turn into dates that I always forget The days have stretched out To an infinite nothingness I should make some space for the unknown At least that's what my therapist says (And I know she's always right so it wouldn't hurt to listen I guess) Hey Hey I take a plane to ride away That makes you cry so I get hurt I take a plane to ride away That makes you cry so I get hurt I wanna travel I wanna see the ocean again I still have thoughts to put down There's so much that I haven't said yet I am aware that all of this sounds Like a copy and paste quote from the internet But I won't let anyone tell me how I'm not trying my best I am still trying my best Aren't we all trying I take a plane to ride away That makes you cry so I get hurt I take a plane to ride away That makes you cry so I get hurt I have no words left I have no