The Great Disillusion

How could I have been so fucking blind?! Look out, look out, Look by your side - sometimes the devil wears a pretty disguise So reach out, cry out, Open my eyes - show me my future before I kiss it goodbye And you told me we could fly (so I hold on) And once again, once again I leave it all behind You told me we could swim (so I climbed so high) Up to a mountain for you, I closed my eyes, and I took the dive How can I make up for all this lost time?! The scent of home sweet home now bears the bitterest smell And the land I was meant to love feels like a short stay in hell, Feels like a short stay in hell It's time to let go You told me we could fly (so I hold on) And once again, once again I leave it all behind You told me we could swim (so I climbed so high) Up to a mountain for you, I closed my eyes, and I took the dive How can I make up for all this fucking lost time? That I'll never ever get back 25 to life I thank you for, Thanks for wasting my time, time I'll never ever, ever ever get back! How could I have been so fucking blind?! You told me we could fly (so I hold on) And once again, once again I leave it all behind You told me we could swim (so I climbed so high) Up to a mountain for you, I closed my eyes, and I took the dive ...and I took the dive You told me we could fly (so I hold on) And once again, once again I leave it all behind You told me we could swim (so I climbed so high) Up to a mountain for you, I closed my eyes I been so fucking blind!