Take Me First

It's too late to turn back now Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how I wanna be someone you used to hate Without the memory of the pain I went too far, now we can't restart It's like we cut 'em brakes, tore 'em off the car 90 miles inside the dark Familiar scars and electric hearts I know I'm gonna die in this bed I made And I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape If I could wake up, I'd hesitate But it's too late to turn back now Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how If I could escape it, I'd trade in The blame, you can take it If it doesn't take me first If it doesn't take me first I lie to myself like it's not too late Convinced the past can still be changed We know it's gone, but I can't move on I wanna rewind, but it just replays Jumping on a hand grenade But it won't go off No, it won't go off But it's too late to turn back now Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how If I could escape it, I'd trade in The blame, you can take it If it doesn't take me first I know I'm gonna die in this bed I made And I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape If I could wake up, I'd- But it's too late to turn back now Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how If I could escape it, I'd trade in The blame, you can take it If it doesn't take me first If it doesn't take me first