Angel or Alien

Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need Pushing away every turn there's no reaction I see everything you believed was incomplete This is not what I thought it would be When you came back around Came back so carelessly, so carelessly Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need Heartless machine Built to destroy me Negative being Angel or alien? Moments make me feel connected Make me feel like I'm an addict Our paths don't match, guarding what was had Love was nothing but our history Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need We tried, we were not speaking We lied, there was no reason Sometimes I needed control of my spirit and my soul Those are possessions of mine, they are not leaving I thought you wanted to see if I feel, if I bleed We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons You always needed control, no matter what would unfold We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need