Sinking

Feels like I'm tied to a rock, sinking down I'm floating, my life's never been so good The lights are bright, feeling like I know I should And everything is working out the way I want Couldn't be more grateful But this always happens God I don't want it to I'm sick and tired of being forced My mind takes me back in time Fills me up with void like I've sunk deep in the ground Feels like I'm tied to a rock, sinking down It won't get out of my head I'm getting deeper now I just want to forgive and forget Just trying to breathe slow This time I'm not going home I learnt the hard way I'll push until I can't no more I'm working, trying to get to where I was And my head, it always tries to play with me And this salt in the water can't keep me afloat Nature can be nasty But this always happens God I don't want it to I'm sick and tired of being forced When this feeling comes It makes me run so far away Know how much I wanna stay Feels like I'm tied to a rock, sinking down It won't get out of my head I'm getting deeper now I just want to forgive and forget Just trying to breathe slow This time I'm not going home I learnt the hard way I'll push until I can't no more Feels like I'm tied to a rock, sinking down It won't get out of my head I'm getting deeper now I just want to forgive and forget Just trying to breathe slow This time I'm not going home I learnt the hard way I'll push until I can't no more Feels like I'm tied to a rock, sinking down