Good Enough

I'm searching for the real truth, writing from my bedroom Trying to find the words to break me out I'm reaching for the next life Why's it always feel like I'll never meet my good side if I drown Caught in a wave that I don't wanna go under Can only get to heaven going through hell They pick me up to put me down, it's no wonder I can't stop asking myself (am I good enough?) Am I good enough? Never good enough Feels like I'm flying, but I know I'm sinking Am I good enough? Never good enough Get me over all the overthinking (Am I good enough? Am I good enough?) I'm tired of the white lies, tell the world I'm alright I welcome all the goodbyes thrown my way Caught in a wave, I know I'm gonna go under But there's a heaven after going through hell They pick me up to put me down, it's no wonder I can't stop asking myself (am I good enough?) Am I good enough? Never good enough Feels like I'm flying, but I know I'm sinking Am I good enough? Never good enough Get me over all the overthinking Why's it always feel like been asleep my whole life? Afraid to open my eyes, never wake up This isn't the first time, famous of my own lies Afraid to open my eyes, rather be gone Why's it always feel like? (Am I good enough? Never good enough) Why's it always feel (am I good enough? Never good enough) Am I good enough? Never good enough Get me over all the overthinking Am I good enough? Never good enough Feels like I'm flying, but I know I'm sinking Get me over all the overthinking