Chastain

Man, I just wanna live a day as a blonde I'll look like Jessica Chastain Get mistaken for a man with a job Taking sessions on my lunch break You won't believe what an apartment would cost Been living right by the freeway Watching TV in my dollar store socks I don't get out much these days Convince myself that I've been talking too much Picture hours of replay It's pretty lonely just writing a song When you know your friends are all moving away And I just wanna see a picture of mom From when she was my age Was she as hard to get as everyone thought? Was she happier in those days? Sleeping, getting paid Subways running late Leaving the rest up to question Just to find that you ain't got it made Weather ain't been bad Floss and take a bath Leave all the rest up to question Just to find you hardly ever laugh Man, I just wanna be the type to forget Oh, the embarrassing montage Seeing pictures from when I was a kid Down at the beach with my brother And I don't wanna be a ghost when I'm dead I think I'd tire of jump scares Sitting quiet at the foot of your bed Watch you crying from the top of the stairs Work out, pay the rent Thinking bout your ex Leaving the rest up to question Just to find that you got nothing left Fall back out of love Take too many drugs Leave all the rest up to question Just to find that you ain't young enough And when I'm feeling sad Just remember that I've got songs to hide behind until the feelings pass It ain't much of a life But maybe once or twice I've felt magic touching pen to paper in my time