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Idle Thoughts
Hip-Hop/Rap
Idle Thoughts was released on October 15, 2022 by Backdoor Basement ENT as a part of the album Idle Thoughts
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Release DateOctober 15, 2022
LabelBackdoor Basement ENT
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM86

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
D-Money
D-Money
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Adilson Gonçalves
Adilson Gonçalves
Composer

Lyrics

Yeah
Welcome to idle thoughts
So they wanna know what's going on in Dee's head?
I got my pen, let me tell you
Lately I've been thinking bout my past life
If I chose a different route, am I wrong or right
I'm optimistic but this life sometimes is overwhelming
So please excuse me if this life I live, turns me selfish
Cuz no one cares about you, they just want the benefits
So catch me riding solo cuz this life is better fit
Going thru my memories on when my mom was struggling
I was too young to understand but I knew she was hustling
She did her best, to protect me from the harsh realities
But it didn't matter cuz I had to face it naturally
Turned my losses to lessons
Turned my stressing to blessing
At least that's what I feel myself
As I am writing this message
But deep down, I feel this demons taking over me
These burdens are getting heavy
I hope it doesn't crumble me
Life is precious, but it can turn bittersweet
Throwing salt into my open wounds and ruining the recipe
Sometimes i want to run away
But these demons find a way
To invade my safe place
So behind this blank face
Are thoughts i cant erase
All these battles that I've fought
Some i won but most i lost
Welcome to my idle thoughts
If I taught myself that life was precious in the beginning
I would've fully cherished it
Instead I took it for granted
I know we all got a life to live, and time waits for no one
But its cardiac arrest when you lose that special someone
And i ain't talking bout someone in a relationship
I'm talking bout a loved one you had to put to rest
And every time i think about it yeah my heart hurts
The only way i see you now is where they put you in the dirt!
Marc-bo and trill, i know you hearing me now
I'm really sorry I'll honestly say that i let you down
Didn't deserve to leave this earth when y'all were living your dream
To make it worse, i wasn't there for you when you were there for me
But it's all words, because you're no longer here
And every time i think about it, i just wanna shed a tear
And it's so hard, to believe that y'all are gone
Life goes on, but i don't wanna walk alone
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry
Sometimes i want to run away
But these demons find a way
To invade my safe place
So behind this blank face
Are thoughts i cant erase
All these battles that I've fought
Some i won but most i lost
Welcome to my idle thoughts
I will admit, i never had a hard life as a kid
I got everything i wanted and i never moved an inch
I was protected, but i fear that made me more vulnerable
Can't explain it, but it makes me feel so uncomfortable
I can walk around and act like I'm ok but is that really true
I'm winning battles that i should've lost, it's a miracle
Unpredictable, this life that we living in
We pay the debts, killing each other over dividends
At what cost, so you can flex upon your enemies?
Said you want no smoke but gave them fire and the kerosene
Target on your back, cuz you started animosity
The ones who had your back, left you hanging, apostrophe
The harsh realities will make you wish it was a dream
So come clean, and pray your soul we can redeem
My idle thoughts are plentiful with no end in sight
They are a part of me, but they'll never run my life
(No matter what, I'm gonna keep going
But sometimes...)
Sometimes i want to run away
But these demons find a way
To invade my safe place
So behind this blank face
Are thoughts i cant erase
All these battles that I've fought
Some i won but most i lost
Welcome to my idle thoughts
(Welcome to my idle thoughts)
Sometimes i want to run away
But these demons find a way
(A Way)
To invade my safe place
(Oh yeahhh)
So behind this blank face
Are thoughts i cant erase
All these battles that I've fought
(I've fought)
Some i won but most i lost
Welcome to my idle thoughts
(Welcome to my idle thoughts)
Yeah
Sigh
My twin angels
Gone but never forgotten
Things that go through my head get too heavy
Enjoy the ride
We're just getting started
Written by: Adilson Gonçalves
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