Kissing My Best Friend

I wanted to kiss you last night but I was afraid

I wanted you reading my mind hoped you’d feel the same

I had an urge to hold you

Imagined ways to show you

But I’m afraid cos I don’t wanna break up our friendship,

It means a lot to me

Plus I ain’t even sure you go that way,

I can definitely feel the vibes that's for certain

Your friends keep joking, saying we’re flirting,

Let’s face it we are

I brush it off there’s too much at stake

I mean you're one of my best mates

Fuckkk how’d I get into this place, this state

Every now and again feel these awkward silences

But the moments pass as thoughts race my mind

Could I actually try this

I’m thinking of kissing my best friend

Could be blissed out, loved up

Amen

But friends that kiss don’t stay friends for long

Oh it gets twisted, messed up, the end

And I don’t wanna lose ya

I wanted to tell you last night but I was afraid

I wanted you reading my mind hoped you’d feel the same

Honestly I don’t think much of him

I’m surprised you're even into him

Feel I have so much more to offer

And that ain’t even my ego talking just the truth proper

You chased him like you’d lost all your pride

I was surprised

Still stayed by your side

Though I’m not gonna lie your hands on him made my skin

Crawl

I stayed quiet straight faced, my piece of protection

Couldn’t bare the thought of by rejection

Call me a coward but I don’t want these sweet dreams to Turn sour

I wanted to kiss you last night but I was afraid

I wanted you reading my mind hoped you’d feel the same