Therapy

I told my therapist about you What a funny way to tell you I'm in love I'd cry, but you tell me I'm not allowed to This shit is heavy, I don't wanna open up I told my therapist I'm dying He said, "That's certainly a lot to unpack" "Your time is up, but tell me more when you come back, how's that?" And now we're right back where we started I gave it all up I gave it all up Yeah And if you're feeling up, you can say you hate me I've been staying down since I turned eighteen And I feel it daily Give it all up, give it all up Give it all up, give it all up And I am not a man, you can call me machine 'Cause I feel like more your fan Forced to drink the caffeine Is it convenient? Give it all up, give it all up (convenient) Give it all up, give it all up I told my therapist about you What a funny way to tell you I'm in love I'd cry, but you tell me I'm not allowed to This shit is heavy, I don't wanna open up I told my therapist I'm dying He said, "That's certainly a lot to unpack" "Your time is up, but tell me more when you come back, how's that?" And now we're right back where we started I gave it all up And if I wrote a song about it, would you listen? Your name is in my lyrics, I call that forgiveness But I don't mean we're cool, you know my indecision I'm still on my own mission, you're kidding But fuck off if you think that you control me I own me, you act like you even know me Try and shoot your shot like you Kobe But you phony, and I tell that shit to my homies, it's done (It's done) (I gave it all-) I've felt worse You make it easy to walk right out of touch And I'm not sorry (I'm not sorry) It's not easy to love me (It's not easy not to love me) I know what I call love is something more than fucked up But it's a coping mechanism, I know how to suck it up (I know how to suck it up) Give it all up, give it all up Give it all up, give it all up (Yeah, give it all up) (Yeah) I'm a bad boy if I wanna cry myself to sleep every night Know you love the drama I'm not a heartfelt lover boy Throw me 'round just like a toy I can't pay for therapy Just write it down to fill the void I told my therapist about, 'bout you (you) I told my therapist about, 'bout you I don't vibe, I don't ride, I don't side Don't confide in nobody What's the point of meeting up And talking shit like you just want my body Don't hate me, cause you made me Go, "Do re mi", now all your friends wanna party Your best friend, my new shawty Your best friend, my new-