Is it wrong to hate someone youve loved for so long?

All wrapped up in memories , you feel like a fraud

You cant take back pain, but you wish theyd see

That things were never the likes of this, trapped up in the fantasies.

And you can bend and break your bones

Curling for the rest of them

But youll never understand

The world like i do

And if you finally come around

If you ever come around

Would you hold my hand again

The way you used to do

Thats when i looked up to you

Is it wrong to love someone who made you feel shamed?

Idolizing foolishly, you feel so alone

The life you used to live, surrounded by their voice.

I never knew my capacity for holding such a grudge.

But when i bent and broke my bones, curling for the likes of you, yes you’d just never understand the pain I went through.

And if I ever come around,

I will NEVER come around

All the poison you had fed me, the way you used to

The way you used to x2

That’s when I looked up at you