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Depression
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R&B/Soul
Depression was released on October 15, 2022 by Jouleus as a part of the album Depression - Single
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Release DateOctober 15, 2022
LabelJouleus
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM109

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jouleus
Jouleus
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Joe Leytrick
Joe Leytrick
Songwriter
Julius Anom Adu
Julius Anom Adu
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Joe Leytrick
Joe Leytrick
Producer

Lyrics

 
I be dying and I need help
Can’t keep on fighting my own self
I be dying and I need help
Can’t keep on coiling in my own shell
 
But it so hard
Can’t say how I feel
Trying to pass time on these pills
Used to make me so relaxed n chilled
But now every time I take it I feel so ill
 
addict’s what they tagging me
I’m paranoid thinking they’ll be killing me soon
These voices keep telling
Kill your self cuz you’re already living in Doom
it sounds so soft and soothing
Make me wonna think of doing it
 
Every time that it think about it
then the tears start pouring
 
Hook:
 
Verse 2
Always been hopeful that something might work
So I tried ever treatment under thing earth
Things that I loved in the past which brings pleasure
Now Wen I try to do it I get pressure
Anhedonia set in
Now I’m boring
Just wonna keep to myself
I’m self fish
Avolition.
Nothing interests me
They unfollow me
cuz they ain’t understanding me
All re my thought so I gotta deal it
Ruminating thoughts of my self worth
Suicide
I’ve been cutting my thigh
That’s why I’ve been hiding them
Wearing long pants to be covering them
So many over doses
Scared that I’m loss it
 
Hook 2
Obsession Compulsion
Delusion Depression
Every time I’ve been feeling like I’m under oppression
Turn off the light at night it’s a nightmare
Sleepless night I wish I’m not here
 
So many self guilts and doubt
I’m scared I won’t make it
Accusing me of wanting attention
Cuz nobody get it
 
I’ve been crying all night
All may life I’ve on pills
Taking this pills for life
They told me it works but I never see any change
Feels like I’m losing my memory
Since the last time I had ECT
I need some miracle
God show me a therapy
 
Written by: Joe Leytrick, Julius Anom Adu
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