No substitute for my condition
No means to get away from these prison walls
Others take pills to dive into a daily fog
But I'm gonna face reality to keep me alive
Because I don't want to anesthetize my brain
Just to escape my consciousness
Lie to it and drown myself
My mind is focused on what is real
My thoughts are crystal clear
Time doesn't pass faster
As the sun shines above my head
I see the sky with the eyes of reality
I decided to assume my judgement
And to serve my sentence
I carry the weight of my faults so heavily on my shoulders
The chemical escape is not my solution
No one will stop me from being as lucid as I can
Time doesn't pass faster
As the sun shines above my head
I see the sky with the eyes of reality
As I see ghosts around me returning to nothingness
I'd rather find my own ways to fall asleep
And to put up with this shit
With the eyes of reality
