When I Change My Name

I think I'm supposed to be I think I'm supposed to be lonely But life doesn't stop when you fall down And falling down never stopped me Cannot reason with the fire Once it decides it's burning down your home Stop listening to music, we're all fucking liars Without you we'd have nowhere else to go Can't get much closer Can't get much closer than this I'm scared of the future There's always something amiss Can't get much closer Can't get much closer than this I'm scared of the future There's always something And I walk in my room and I kick off my work boots Bed is unmade but in a good way I can live with the nostalgia and the shame When I change my name I'll never be like the people in advertisements Down the barrel of the camera with a knowing smile and a wry grin Even after witnessing such destructive purposeless Next time it's at my front door I'd have a hard time not letting it in What no one tells you about men who disappear into madness Is sometimes they welcomed it What no one tells you about being smothered by sadness Is sometimes the smothering can be kinda comforting Sometimes the smothering can be kinda comforting Sometimes the smothering can be kinda comforting Can't get much closer Can't get much closer than this I'm scared of the future There's always something amiss Can't get much closer Can't get much closer than this I'm scared of the future There's always something And I walk in my room and I kick off my work boots Bed is unmade but in a good way I can live with the nostalgia and the shame When I change my name When I change Let the memories fade Let the sunlight in Let the music change Let the people sing Let the stars collide Let the bastards win Let the memories die Become everything I walk in my room and I kick off my work boots Bed is unmade but in a good way I can live with the nostalgia and the shame When I change my name When I change my name When I change my name