So Far Now

Life's a bitch but she'll leave you amazed The battle to find the balance in the pleasure and pain I took some time I had to rearrange All these crazy ass thoughts clashing in my brain It ain't easy if you see me look here, sweety I don't need to be needy cuz I handled mines discreetly You felt a shift cuz there's levels to this shit and I ain't trying to be a dick But you need that mental penetration I got tipped to living in the positive and I had to run with it Because I was dying for a change, who knew that You wouldn't feel the same I still got love for you man But I gotta do my own thing And now I'm sitting back, I'm watching from afar While you're driving your car, why you drive it so hard It must be tough so set in your ways always going through breaks I can smell your attitude stinks Ain't it funny, ain't it funny, ain't it funny, how life change How things can go from familiar to downright strange Well it's got me thinking about how close we used to be And how opposite that we'd grow to be enemies So close, so close, yet so far away You're so far from me now, you're so far from me now, you're so far from me now You're so far from me now, so far, so far, so far