It Ain't Easy

I gotta get a hold of myself I know

If there is any hope for me still

I'm willing all of my wheels to stay on the track

Cuz once I let them go

There ain't no turning back

You don't like to see me

When I'm ripping at my seams

You only like things

That are easy

And oh how sweet life would be

If it were always like that

I keep seeing you in my dreams

You ain't even looking back

It ain't easy

Lord knows it ain't easy

Letting you go

Is taking its toll on me

And it ain't easy

There's something in the way

That you kissed my neck

In the morning when I wake

And I'm safe and sound

And I can imitate

This with someone else

But I still got the taste

Of you on my mouth

It ain't easy

Lord knows it ain't easy

Letting you go

Is taking its toll on me

And it ain't easy

I gotta get a hold of myself I know

If there is any hope for me still

I'm willing all of my wheels to stay on the track

Cuz once I let them go

There ain't no turning back