Sabotage

You haven't been yourself in a while now Forgot what you said to yourself last week You wouldn't be this person acting crazy Are you broken? Maybe I should slow it down I should breathe in Sit tight, you'll fix it when you're supposed to It's all right, they don't know what you go through Feel you hesitate, made from my mistakes Only can blame myself But is it suicide or sabotage, you think? 'Cause I feel you slipping Far from me, fading slowly Every time I hurt myself, I push away your help And you know my soul is empty Is it suicide or sabotage, you think? I see it in my blood, it's dripping in the sink Is it suicide or sabotage, you think? 'Cause I feel you slipping Another night spent alone Been a month since you felt something Oh, you never thought that you would be like this? You medicate every day that she spends with him But sit tight, you'll fix it when you're supposed to It's alright, they don't know what you go through Poison every day coursing through your veins Only can blame myself And now you're just so Far from me, fading slowly Every time I hurt myself, I push away your help And you know my soul is empty Is it suicide or sabotage, you think? I see it in my blood, it's dripping in the sink Is it suicide or sabotage, you think? 'Cause I feel you slipping Oh, I feel in my veins, and I hear it in my dreams But is it suicide or sabotage, you think? I see it in my blood, it's dripping in the sink Is it suicide or sabotage? 'Cause my body's breaking down And now you feel so Far from me, fading slowly Every time I hurt myself, I push away your help And you know my soul is empty Is it suicide or sabotage, you think? I see it in my blood, it's dripping in the sink Is it suicide or sabotage, you think? 'Cause I feel you slipping