Final Mistake

I feel so empty here Underground there's no sound For the soil consumes me now Confronts me with my dissolution Carried down To the ground I'm not proud That I'm in my casket now Drop the casket down Into my grave (A broken picture of my afterlife) All my fears became my fate All those tears turned into hate The choice was mine to make My final fucking mistake My final mistake I wish I never found The dark place that I'm in For the wicked consumes me now Confronts me like a voice of reason Carried down To the ground I'm not proud That I'm in my casket now Drop the casket down Into my grave All my fears became my fate All those tears turned into hate The choice was mine to make My final pill to take All my fears became my fate All those tears turned into hate The choice was mine to make My final fucking mistake (Underground is where I'm found) (Find me screaming without sound) (Find me screaming without sound) (Underground is where I'm found) It's too late to turn back I can't take it I dismissed the prayers from above Instead the wretched ran straight through my blood I envy all those I judged Never again Never again What have I done?