Country

I'm thinking about going back to the country I'm thinking about going back for some air I'm thinking about how we used to be friends I want to tell you but you're not there So I'm writing you this song I won't send you In this room that I'm trying to keep clean Last time you were here you'd bought A whole bunch of Modafinil and you couldn't sleep You know that I'm incapable of changing Some people just get stuck in their ways Never thought it'd be me like this I was meant to be brave And the only thing about missing you Is that I don't miss you at all Till now I'd stopped thinking about you Since you'd stopped returning my calls I think it's a little bit different now I got a boyfriend and I got a psych I know that one of them cares about me And at least that the other one tries Sometimes I still think about dying No, not the fear but the want Not quite as much as I did back then But it's still something I'm trying to work on And you know that I'm incapable of changing Some people just get stuck in their ways Never thought it'd be me like this Yeah, I was meant to be brave I'm thinking about going back to the country I'm thinking about going back for some air I'm thinking about how I can't remember your face But I know that I used to see it everywhere