Pressure to Party

Pressure to party, gonna stay in Nothing good can come from me drinking I would run, shoes off, straight back to you I know where you live, I used to live there too Pressure to feel fine after the fact Out on the dance floor with my body back Meeting a stranger, touching his face I don't want anyone to ever take your place Pressure to go strike out on your own Pressure to learn from being alone Pressure to not leave it for too long Before you find another heart where you belong Pressure to come up with conversation Makes the family fine with my isolation I know I've locked myself in my room But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon Try to love again soon Try to love again soon Try to love again soon Pressure to act the right way around him We're both in a crowd with people surrounding us What do I do? Don't know how it works Pressure to not let the inside of my mind Spill onto the floor for our friends to find And, oh, what do I do? 'Cause God how it hurts Pressure to come up with reasons why Sometimes it might look to you like I'm not even trying I know I've locked myself in my room But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon Try to love again soon Try to love again soon Try to love again soon