Drown Away

Turn me inside out I'm fed enough to let my constant doubts Become the flaw that makes me sick So spare me my vision With the fiction Bring the light in front of my eyes To save my state of mind I've grown the habit Of the endless escaping I choose to run away From what I'm meant to be And my own lies will do the trick for me I'm on the run from my head I'm on the run from all the responsibility The more I run the darker everything gets And even though I know There's no dark and there's no light But I don't see that everything is just inside my head And If I could then I would choose to run away again From all the darkness and the light and everything I know But yet I'm too far to see if I can trust my eyes I've grown the habit Of the endless escaping I choose to run away From what I'm meant to be And my own lies will do the trick for me And I would sell my soul To drown away from here To finally disappear I'd let the current flow To take me to the place Where I can finally make a peace with me Just one more time and you'll be fine Don't forget it's only you and I Don't you want to finally rest your mind? It would send the shivers down your spine It's pulling me down And I will rest my head For all the things I've said And all the wrong I've done Will hunt me down And I will always try to run away Until the day I die