Relapse

I don't want to die I fucked around and fucked it up this time Just don't have a fuckin' reason why This time I thought I was doing fine Now no one seems to share what's on their mind Lately, I feel, what will happen next is meant to be And Lately, I just, hope I self destruct and see If no ones home to answer you then I'll be there and I'll come too I've got nothing else to do but wait here by the door for my Chelsea Blame it on the youth Everybody knows that that's not true Far from misbehaving and abused I'm sick of trying, pointless what's the use Sobered up my mind is running loose Lately, I feel, what will happen next is meant to be And Lately, I just, hope I self destruct and see If no ones home to answer you then I'll be there and I'll come too I've got nothing else to do but wait here by the door for my Chelsea