Hold Me Under

Shit What's the point of anything I could spill my heart out, but no one's fucking listening Days like this my reflection is my enemy And if I seem delusional; it's just me overthinking things Words fall from my lips I can't get them back A penny for my thoughts composed of all that I've repressed Everywhere I go I've got the devil on my back Smoldering a hole inside my soul and now I can't get Say I'm talking crazy Who's the other guy staring back at me Contemplating things, making up my mind If I look will he look back at me Laughing with his eyes Unafraid but still can't turn away Can't let him inside Stain my afterlife Honestly in my dreams I'm dead Everything you've said has ruined the way I view myself Broke through my mirror again But its just another way to end this nightmare Who're we inside If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine We're caught, a sea of dishonesty all the voices still taunting me Oh, they're always saying Stay blind, eyes You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind Stay lost Not where I wanna be All my fears have been haunting me Oh, but I'm not like them I could wash the blood away But I know that I won't be clean My sins are equal payment for the suffering that I have seen And I'm so fucking tired but I never seem to get much sleep Everything around me's so constricting and I can't get free Honestly in my dreams I'm dead Everything you've said has ruined the way I view myself Broke through my mirror again But its just another way to end this nightmare Who're we inside If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine We're caught, a sea of dishonesty all the voices still taunting me Oh, they're always saying Stay blind, eyes You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind Stay lost Not where I wanna be All my fears have been haunting me Oh, but I'm not like them They swoon and stare The walls are swelling up I'm so fatigued Beneath this pool of blood Who're we inside If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine We're caught, a sea of dishonesty all the voices still taunting me Oh, they're always saying Stay blind, eyes You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind Stay lost Not where I wanna be All my fears have been haunting me Oh, but I'm not like them