Avoidance in a Minor

High as fuck Avoiding all my problems Nigga I am stuck Press my luck When I can't take the pressures That they press on us I got crutch Need to use my legs Tonight let's break em up Shake shit up Worry how it settle When we kick up dust I got habits Bad habits Selfish tendencies Smoke alot of weed Find it tinting what I tend to see Tend to me I need you to see me I won't see your needs Bend at knees Roll them dirty dutches Where I find my ease What I need? You to stop yo talking And get on your knees Swallow me Then I'm back at head King of colonies We bump heads To me then you dead I don't know the ledge Out my head Pull you out your body you play wit my bread Heavy meds Often wanna push me right over edge No instead I let you push my buttons Til I'm sick and fed Say I wanna talk But I don't say shit you would think I'm dead I'm alive but the way I'm feeling brother I could die No surprise All this self inflicted I'm my own demise Still I rise Think I'm Maya Lou when I sit and scribe Smoke it up I don't give a damn That's why I'm slowing up Showing up Cuz I can always see Who hate showing love Know enough Tell me why my feet sometimes be cold as fuck Jumped the broom Then bought us both sticks So we could sweep the room Just in case I rather catch a case Then be in casket placed Crazy place That God chose for us But hell we make shit shake Worth the wait I'm like a 100 ki's Baby I'm worth the weight Dope as fuck Got some shit wit me But I won't let it stay What can I say Maybe I don't like me But can't part away I know that I got it So no need to self deprecate High as fuck Avoiding all my problems Nigga I am stuck Press my luck When I can't take the pressures That they press on us I got crutch Need to use my legs Tonight let's break em up Shake shit up Worry how it settle When we kick up dust