(Nigel-Chorus)

Maybe I should put it in my veins, looking for a silver lining

My pineal’s getting excited

Maybe I should put it in my veins

I ain’t even getting excited

(Cairo-Verse)

He slapped my face and said “Did I say you could talk?”

I hesitated to answer

“Boy get that look off your face”

I’m seeing a demon spark, his conscience is out of space

All of this pain’s a reminder I’ll always be out of place

He’s drinking some more

Got his homie up in the passenger gripping the door and I know I remember asking him “Why ain’t you driving?”

Cause to the right of me his right foot is kicking the floor, left hand is kicking my ass

Why is this happening Lord?

Why am I seeing visions of hell like I’m asking for more?

Why are my hands not moving a muscle?

Why I got to get you to listen by having tussles?

Why I got to give up my childhood learning the hustle?

Why I got to forget it all cause now I’m an uncle

This is THUGLIFE

And you remember what you taught me

What it does, right?

Yeah, you taught it all to your brothers, your sister

All in your lovers

Every feeling undercover living 6ix9ine

Had to witness unprotection through a kid’s eyes and all I ever knew was fighting with the fibs and it didn’t feel right

It was burning like a ribeye grilled by Gordon Ramsey himself

And I know you needed help but now it shows from the nose to the toes, I’ve been cold from this load shedding

Give me power to forgive never forgetting the lessons I learned the bruises and use it to get me high

(Nigel-Chorus)

Maybe I should put it in my veins, looking for a silver lining

My pineal’s getting excited

Maybe I should put it in my veins

I ain’t even getting excited

(Cairo-Chorus)

Maybe I should put it in my veins, looking for a silver lining

My pineal’s getting excited

Maybe I should put it in my veins

I ain’t even getting excited