Dead eyes and dirty dishes
Punishing myself with cruel thoughts
Unlearned to cry, forgotten wishes
Trembling through life
Pretending to be someone I'm not
And I'm masking, I'm asking
Are you, are you disappointed?
Cause I lose, I lose you and broke my promise
And I'm mad at parents with babies cause they bring them
Into a world no one wants to live in
And I hide and you hunt and you protect me
You carry me home and you respect me
Even when I scream at you
"You're ugly"
Are you, are you disappointed?
Cause I lose, I lose you and broke my promise
And I can't open my eyes
Cause the sun shines too bright
When you haven't slept all night
Forget it, never mind
Tell me pretty lies to keep me alive
And I can't open my eyes
Cause the sun shines too bright
When you haven't slept all night
I can't open my mouth
Cause I can't change things anyway
And you are ashamed of everything I say
My visions are blurred
I can't see the way home
But follow me I don't want to be lost alone
