I used to blame society for every stupid fucking thing that went wrong
I never took a look at me to see that I was my own problem all along
Too busy pointing fingers and making problems bigger
The gun was aimed at my foot each time I pulled the trigger
Now I'm a man who's lost it all and it's all my fault
I used to think that I was free from all convention but I've never been more wrong
A slave to my worst qualities acting so callous just to prove that I was strong
A vassal to my failure both inmate and the jailer
I placed a chain on my leg and searched the world for saviors
Now I'm a man who's lost it all and it's all my fault
Too busy pointing fingers and making problems bigger
The gun was aimed at my foot each time I pulled the trigger
Now I'm a man who's lost it all and it's all my fault
My head was planted shoulder deep
Denial-ism kept it buried in the ground
And as you sow, so shall you reap became so clear when I stood up to look around
The bullet holes in my boots I was the one that shot 'em
And though my feet are hurting I'm gonna stand upon them
To be the man that lost it all 'cause it's all my fault
