Paler Shade

Sleep again we'll go away from the doubt Dream again and then we'll figure it out And this place may seem familiar But I can't believe That I could crave the worst of this sympathy These words still hollow out Carve shapes and see The worst in you it got the best of me If all we are is broken from the start Then what's the point of being honest? Please forgive the broken promises I can't believe that I just can't seem to shake this off of me Soak through my withered bones the only thing that I could ever know Oh please believe, it's in the words and the way you say them (Oh my god please believe) Oh my god I know we're drowning in doubt This is happening again I should know myself, we're drowning If all we are is broken from the start Then what's the point of being honest? Please forgive the broken promises I can't believe that I just can't seem to shake this off of me Soak through my withered bones the only thing that I could ever know So why can't we just think this out? And think about all the things that we're saying? And if you stare at the sun for long enough maybe you'll leave yourself blind to everything Was it worth it? To find yourself gripping onto everything? Well I keep thinking about they way I've been, a paler shade of blue, and how I'm not enough for you So I want to know, if I was the worst in you