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Doubts

Hip-Hop/Rap

Doubts was released on December 2, 2022 by YNA Music as a part of the album Stranded

Song Details

Release DateDecember 2, 2022

LabelYNA Music

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM67

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

St. Nam

Performer

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Manny Kerpelis

Songwriter

Lyrics

Open up

Something I don't do a lot

Give me some trust

Nah, you’ll prolly leave

When I stir up the pot

Another mental bust

Is the only way

That this

Rhyme scheme flopped

I know I don't make much sense

And trust me i carry this pain

At times they want me dead

And other times

I go for their necks

No I don't need the meds

No I’m not depressed

Well

Thats hard to press

I’m dealing with stress

I write music

So beautiful

But yet its a mess

I could say that

I’m depressed

But, I have been dealing lately

At times I think I'm crazy

Oh who am I kidding

I probably grab the gun

Shoot at my reflection

And shatter my perception

Sound familiar huh?

I guess that I'm inspired

I’ll probably retire

I get called a liar

Now I sit in my room

And hope that I don't

Have another mental drop

By the time this record drops

I’ll waste my own potential

I don’t like the pressure

And let me breathe

And take a seat

While I make

Lp3

Speak of the matter

Why do I

I carry this sadness

Like a loaded gun

That’s full of

My baggage

I take these shots

But don’t know how to manage

My Mental drops

These mental thoughts

I Record Another record

But I feel like I’m lost

Why do I dread these thoughts

Maybe I feel like

I don’t play the part

Maybe I should stop

No that’s my doubts

That’s Getting to loud

Go and turn up the sound

Oh you like me now?

That’s crazy to me

You weren’t around

Negative thoughts

I’m playing around

I’m burying my thoughts

Deep In the ground

Right next to

Hope and joy

You doubting me now?

I’m getting sicker

With every sound

I had an epiphany

But you’re doubting me now?

My doubts are in the clouds

You hear me now?

Open up

Don’t talk alot now

Feeling alone how?

Talking to God wow

Playing my true sound

Lost but now I'm found

Journey took a while

Had to face these trials

Wow

Better off dead

That’s easier than said

I got a loaded gun

Pointed at my head

Wouldn’t understand

My trauma is

Hard to comprehend

The voices get louder

Once I pick up the pen

Rip at my style

But I feel like it fits

You take your shots

But you don’t even hit

Basically

What I’m saying

Is I like the way

That I spit

Take a break

Then I’ll rip

These lines

I wanna quit

Rhymes aren’t even sick

Wasting my time

Maybe it’ll click

Thinking time

Will fix

My mental blocks

Writing jots

Emotions lost

Cure to something

That I don’t got

Inject my arms

Demons calmed

Wait what was I saying?

Open Up

I’ll shut them out now

Doors are locked how

This mansion is too loud

Threw my thoughts out

They're in the clouds now

Get the news out

I’m lost and now I'm found

Wow

Look

I Question this?

I manifested bliss

I pray to God

And turn

The book of leviticus

Judge my character

Wrote my narrative

Would sit in a room

With someone

I don’t even know

Writing my thoughts

Like it's her own

50 a session

Tell me its a joke

My rapping is critical

These voices are pitiful

My bars are my limits oh

Thoughts are my vision no

Mirror my image so

Trash when I lift a note

Lost but i’m in it though

Huh

I question tho

Box my emotional

Trauma

I feel alone

But I already know

Doubts are incredible

Loud and miserable

Carry my message

So these demons

Are weakened

Chain my freedom

Demons, yeah

These chains are weakened

The devil is speaking

Manny, now where’s your freedom?

It’s lost I need It

And I doubt my secrets

I question my faith

But Lord I need it

Yeah

But Lord I need it...

Written by: Manny Kerpelis

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