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Lonely

Hip-Hop/Rap

Lonely was released on December 2, 2022 by YNA Music as a part of the album Stranded

Song Details

Release DateDecember 2, 2022

LabelYNA Music

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM76

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

St. Nam

Performer

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Manny Kerpelis

Composer

Lyrics

Think of the good times

There was never a good time

Saw it differently

So consumed

So I brushed it off

When I fell for you

Took my pride

When I left the room

Never came back

Then you called

Saying we were through

That’s okay

Bye bye

Tired of listening

To my voices

like to play

With my emotions

You say blah blah

I stay focused

Write this song

Trying to cope with

my mistakes

I don’t know

If I can handle

Another moment

Lonely in my room

But I can hear all

My thoughts are

Fuming

I always felt like I missed the mark

when it came to your heart

I told you I have trauma and scars

So you decided to tear me apart

And told me it’s all my fault

Destroyed my pride

You didn’t realize

What I held inside

I felt so broken

Bottled at night

I felt so lonely

Drinking out of spit

Never had closure

It left my mind

Pondered the thought

Of ending my life

Nothing left

that’s going my way

Still in school struggling on grades

Issues at home I didn’t feel safe

On the road forgetting the pain

Sitting in therapy everything felt fake

Scratching the surface

But I’m digging my grave

Do you ever hate the feeling

Of trying to open up

Having someone to trust

Maybe it’s just me

But deep down you still feel like

You still have to bottle it up

Because you are afraid

Of what they’d say

Or maybe decide that

They want to part ways

Lying to you

Saying you aren’t at blame

already knew that

Wasn’t the case

I hate that I felt so lonely

Even on my brightest days

emotions were depleting away

I hate that my parents

Were afraid I would never wake up

stuck in my rut

I hate that I struggle opening up

Still stuck in my ways

I hate that I feel so lonely

Slowly drifting away

Never fixing the pain

Maybe it’s a problem

Because I didn’t feel safe

Maybe it’s my trauma

And I didn’t want to change

Maybe it’s my attachments

Who took my love

and gave it all away

Yeah I guess that happens

When you give your love

To someone you can’t trust

Stabbing you in the back

While you cry for more

Losing all emotions

Till you’re not anymore

Lingered on the pain

While I’m living in shame

Over some ex girlfriend

That likes to ruin my day

Made too many sad songs

Trying to fix my pain

Reality check

I should just

murder my brain

And dig their graves

Kill all the voices

That don’t ever just

leave me alone

I always felt like I missed the mark

when it came to your heart

I told you I have trauma and scars

So you decided to tear me apart

and told me it’s all my fault

Destroyed my pride

You didn’t realize

What I held inside

I felt so broken

Bottled at night

I felt so lonely

Drinking out of spit

Never had closure

Closure is fake

I hate that I wasted

So much time

Thinking about you

Alone in my room

Planning a text

That i wish

I never sent

I wish I never

hear from you

Lies, I want

To know the truth

About All my flaws

That I hold so high

In the room

Lonely in my room

And all my Demons

Want me to lose

And I can’t figure

What to choose

Because my mind

Returns to you

I lost my joy

When I lost you

It took awhile

To find the truth

I searched for hope

And i met someone new

But my thoughts still

Tick thinking about you

Maybe because

You left me so lonely

Broken acting like

You don’t even know me

I hate that your voice

Constantly controlled me

Talking me down

Like I’m a nobody

And you can do better

Than being with me

Said there’s no future to see

But I’m so glad there’s no future

For you and Me

I get so angry

Talking about loose ends

That’s where the noose mends

That’s where I defend

My pride that you broke

And i want you to see

That I’m happy

With my girl

Complete

Never accepting defeat

I want you to see

That’ll I never be lonely again

Like how you left me to bleed

Grasping on when I was weak

the truth is

I had to

bottle my emotions

For reasons

I couldn’t express myself

Putting on a fake persona

Hoping I would be enough

I was stuck in the rut

senior year

I got this feeling

Of opening up

Therapy wasn’t enough

I never felt closure

I got so angry

bringing it up

I always felt like I missed the mark

when it came to your heart

I told you I have trauma and scars

So you decided to tear me apart

and told me it’s all my fault

Destroyed my pride

You didn’t realize

What I held inside

I felt so broken

Bottled at night

I felt so lonely

Drinking out of spit

Never had closure

I always felt like I missed the mark

when it came to your heart

I told you I have trauma and scars

So you decided to tear me apart

and told me it’s all my fault

Destroyed my pride

You didn’t realize

What I held inside

I felt so broken

Bottled at night

I felt so lonely

Therapist

Told me I had a gift

But I just wanted love

I never felt so lonely

Till I was giving up

Drunk everyday and

Throwing up

I hate myself

For losing faith

I hate myself

For past mistakes

I hate myself

For drinking away

I hate myself

For causing pain

I hate myself

that’s okay

Pushed everyone out

To keep me safe

My mistake

I Just know

It’s not too late

I have my girl

And I’ll never

Be… lonely

Written by: Manny Kerpelis

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