Car Crash

I don't hate myself But I can see that I may be easy to loathe And I like the way that makes me real We're all actors playing in a show We're all acting someone else you know But I forgot my lines lately 'Cause I wonder how I got so far I wanna crash into a car Crash into a car Crash into a car I don't rate myself But I've deceived you all to think I'm a pro And I hate the way that makes me feel We're all boxers punching through the blows We're all on the ropes until we fall But it's still over too quickly And I wondеr how I got so far I might just crash into a car Crash into a car Crash into a car Write it off if I can spare the dough With my luck, you know I nеver know Probably end up in the dam that breaks Instead of floating in outer space Stuck a meditation CD on Pretty soon I'm feeling kind of calm Then it hit me like a lightning blast I'm the traffic I can't get past A cry for help My mental health The final straw I'm going nowhere else (My dentist says I grind my teeth) I sometimes cry myself to sleep My dentist says I grind my teeth I get so anxious, I can't eat My dentist says I grind my teeth I sometimes cry myself to sleep Right now I'm stuck in the bell jar I'm burning out just like a star I shouldn't laugh (I'm scared I'll crash into a car) The die is cast I'm going nowhere, nowhere way too fast (I'm scared I'll crash into a car)