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As I'm sitting next to you Falling down asleep In a crowded room Seems like none's here I feel so alone Lost inside myself Can somebody wake me up From this fucking dream The cracking of dawn, everybody's gone The party is over And I'm about to break down Nobody's around Their hollow eyes full of lies Senseless words Left me empty inside, empty inside I'm Paralyzed The loneliest place is being in a crowd When you wanna shout, let it out But keep it locked up Looking for a way to find my release Rescue me, I'm waiting for you here I can't take it anymore Playing a role Faking my smile As if I'm ok So torn up inside My solitude Feels so damn good Sweet lockdown Sick of everyone What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? Time is running far too fast Fewer choices left Wanting badly to escape To a better place Losing touch with who I am Who I wanna be Rainy days will never end Till I reach my dream Feeling my heart beat pounding in my head Counting hours and days till the very end And I really don't desire to become somebody else It is better to avoid everyone than be suppressed Yeah sometimes I feel locked In a room with no doors Looking for a way out Climbing up the walls You're my only true friend To unlock this fucking prison cell Wanna lick my wounds Dry my tears and become myself. I can't take it anymore Playing a role Faking my smile As if I'm ok So torn up inside My solitude Feels so damn good Sweet lockdown Sick of everyone What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? Lost and so alone